Saturday, February 18, 2012
I just realized I'm a very unhappy person. I keep my problems in and/or shove them to one side so that I can be happy but this always end up in me reaching a point where I can't take any more and I explode. I rage and burn for a little while and then I fizzle out, going back to keeping my problems in again. I just realized that this fixes nothing. I have to actually deal with it. I'm not sure that I know how to. I do talk to a couple people about what I'm going through and I blog, but is that dealing? I'm not sure but I just know that I'm unhappy. Deep down I am.