Thursday, April 28, 2011

Word of the Day #25 - Impudence

impudent /im-pyuu-duhnt/ (adj) - not showing proper respect for another person; cheeky
impudence (n)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Word of the Day #24 - Slough

Slough(1) /rhymes with plough/ (n) - (1)a swamp (2)a situation without progress

Slough(2) /rhymes with rough/ (v) - (of an animal) cast off (old skin)

The Venting Chronicles

I thought I'd save you guys from another dreary scheduled word of the day and excite you with ramblings from my mind. I went out with my sister and my friend last night. My sister brought a friend (male) and my friend brought a friend (male). Talk about being the delicious fifth wheel! I was in the middle of the two pairs watching Madea's Big Happy Family. I was already annoyed that the person I was going with wouldn't pick up their fucking phone and I started to get increasingly jealous of my sister and my friend.  I mean, c'mon. I'm fucking hot and it's like no one is attracted to me! Boy or girl. Something's gotta be wrong with me, right? So I was already annoyed that I was devoid of a love life (note: my friend had asked me about my love life yesterday) and my sis was being more of an air-head as usual. I hate stupid people. She pissed me off even more. So sitting in the cine and I'm just there. My friend is in her friends lap and my sister is swooning over her guy and I'm just there. It's like I went to the fucking cinema by myself. We walk out and it's like I'm walking alone. Like what the fuck? I honestly can't remember the last time I was annoyed bout being single. Really. And it just baffles me at how annoyed I was last night!! My sister and my friend were trying to make me feel better by trying to include me but it just doesn't work. Third wheels are third wheels. Fifth wheels are even worse I think. Double the ignoring. Double the 'left-out-edness'. My sister was angry at me that I was pissed at her so I just shut up cos I'm jus the rebel kid who's wasting her intelligence on drugs, booze and sex. I just curled up in my bed and talked to people who didn't judge me. My mum asked me if I was ok. 'Course I wasn't! But I told her, "Yea I'm ok." She asked me a second time and I replied just like I had the first time.

I hate feeling like this and unfortunately for me, there's no other way to get over it than ride the wave. I honestly do hate feeling jealous of my sister. Ever since I remember she's been treated better and everyone likes her more than they do me. My parents are more proud of her than me. Like I said before I'm the rebel kid wasting her intelligence on drugs, sex and booze and my sister is Sister Christian. She's almost the perfect daughter. It pisses me off. It really does.

I think I'll end my rant now

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Word of the Day #23 - Quorum

quorum /kwor-um/ (n) - the minimum number of members that must be present at a meeting to make its business valid

Monday, April 25, 2011

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Word of the Day #20 - Fallible

fallible /fal-li-b'l/ (adj) - capable of making mistakes or being wrong

Friday, April 22, 2011

Word of the Day #19 - Supplication

supplicate /sup-pli-kayt/ (v) - humbly ask or beg for something
supplication (n)

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Word of the Day #18 - Capitulation

capitulate /kuh-pit-yuu-layt/ (v) - give in to an opponent or an unwelcome demand
capitulation (n)

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Monday, April 18, 2011

Word of the Day #15 - Assuage

assuage /uh-swayj/ (v) - (1) make (an unpleasant feeling) less intense (2)satisfy (an appetite or desire)

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Word of the Day #14 - Sybarite

sybarite /si-buh-ryt/ (n) - a person who is very fond of luxury and pleasure

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Word of the Day #13 - Ubiquitous

ubiquitous /yoo-bi-kwi-tuhss/ (adj) - present, appearing or found anywhere

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

-_-

Was gonna post a couple more words of the day today but not only did I misplace my notepad with the words but I misplaced my fucking dictionary.

Sorry guys. No more words of the day until I find my dictionary.

In other news, work is fun if very boring. Oh and today is my ex's birthday. He's 19 now. He and I have been talking a bit now. I've been neglecting some other people though. Like my bff. It's not really that I want to nor is it that I'm so obsessed with my ex that I'm ignoring everyone else. I've just gotten fed up of waiting for other people to make me happy. I would get so upset if someone took too long to reply or if they didn't reply at all. Like what the fuck? So I'm scratching all the new year's resolutions I made earlier this year. Seriously. I'm remodeling my list. My new year's resolutions now look like this:

(1)Learn to make myself happy
(2)Make myself happy

Hence the reason why I don't go out of my way to message people anymore or reply for that matter. I do so many things different now. It's weird. I hardly ever go out but it's fine. When I do go out I have lots of fun and I dress up real nice. I feel good. It isn't a bother to me if guys don't look at me or if I don't have a boyfriend. I'm so not looking for anyone right now.

I think all this is a mixture of me not giving a fuck and wanting to live my life and being stressed from upcoming exams. I don't know. Lol

Monday, April 11, 2011

Word of the Day #12 - Impetuous

impetuous (adj) - acting or done quickly and without thought or care

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Word of the Day #11 - Impetus

impetus (n) - (1) the force or energy with which a body moves (2)a driving force: the impetus for change

I'm being watched >.>

My mum finds it highly suspicious that I have a gay family on Sims and that I have no problem with some of my friend's gay friends. I think she's starting to wonder if I'm into girls. No, I haven't told her. Why would I tell my religion crazy mother that I'm bisexual? Really. When I told her I had sex she went crazy. She went even more crazy when I told her I don't believe in religion. Woman thought I was atheist. Then to tell her that I'm bisexual? You must be bonkers. Maybe when I move out I'll tell her. Not before

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Friday, April 8, 2011

Oh my gosh, Posh!

I'm gonna be busier than ever in the next week or so. I, however, will also be richer. Hehe. Yesterday I had a full day. I was SOOOO tired yesterday. Went to the doctor with mum and sis. Nothing is wrong with me except I need to lose weight -_- Not a lot. Just a little. About ten pounds. No problem. Lol. Then I went to find out about learning Japanese in UWI. The new term is in September. I'm so excited. Yay! I changed my mind (AGAIN) so I'm going to (hopefully) learn aesthetics at the Pivot Point Academy in Trinidad. It's like the Harvard of cosmetic and aesthetic schools. I feel so posh. Lol. I feel less confused now. I'm feeling happier than I've been in a while. *happy dance* For the next four days I'm gonna be working somewhere... >.> Not too sure about it yet but I'm gonna give it a try. I'm so tired today from yesterday and today when I had to school for Chem -_- then I had a little briefing about the job I'm getting. It's only for a week (thank Bob) and I don't know how this is gonna work with my studies(ish) for CAPE.

My sis just made me unplug my laptop. She was holding onto my foot and trying to tickle me. I'm so tired I could barely fight her off. -_-

Shit. I forgot I have to feed the chicken. Fuuuuuuuuu... I'll do that in a second... Maybe...

So where was I? Oh right. I have a "date" with my ex tonight. I'm so tired. I was gonna dress up and stuff but fuck it. I'm just gonna dress comfy and watch a movie or something then hightail it outta there. You know what? I'm gonna cancel. I'm tired. Shit.

So yea, I'm tired so later haters.

Hugs and kisses.

Word of the Day #9 - Subjugate

subjugate /sub-juu-gayt/ (v) - to conquer and bring under control

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Word of the Day #8 - Peruse

peruse /puh-rooz/ (v) - to read or examine thoroughly or carefully

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Word of the Day #6 - Subterfuge

subterfuge /sub-ter-fyooj/ (n) - a trick of deception used in order to achieve one's goal

Monday, April 4, 2011

Word of the Day #5 - Gauche

gauche /gohsh/ (adj) - socially awkward or unsophisticated

Vegan anyone?

I found this video this afternoon. It's a mini documentary about the meat industry and how they get your bacon. The video is really disturbing and WILL be hard for people to watch but the information in the video is very important so I advise you pull it up and listen to it from another tab without actually looking at it. Some of the sound is disturbing too so I also advise you lower your volume and listen really well. meatvideo.com is the link to the video. I wanna hear all your views and opinions so feel free to leave me comments. I especially want to hear from you guys about this.

P.S. I'm sorry about the word of the day! I'll get it to you when I can guys!